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churchsignuf6.jpgSometimes, I want to do nothing. Even when I’m doing something, I want to be suspended in that moment. Frozen in time. Trapped in an infinite loop of safety and comfort.

Sometimes I just want to lay in bed and close my eyes. Think of nothing. Ignore the noise. Welcome the random colors and flashes within the darkness. Oblivion.

Sometimes I just want to drive in an infinite loop on the highway to nowhere. And when I’m ready, I’d turn right to the road to somewhere. Moving endlessly. Shooting through faceless streets and empty moving cars.

I just want to drown in nothing.

Sometimes, I want to do everything. Even when I’m doing nothing, I want to be everywhere at once. Talking to strangers. Rediscovering friends. Engulfed in the chaos of the unknown.

Sometimes I just want go somewhere new. Somewhere strange. Somewhere frightening. A journey around the world then towards the nearest wormhole. A journey inside myself.

Sometimes I just want to go back in time and live through the ages. Skip the present. Shoot forward to the future. To the end of time.

I just want to drown in everything.

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ocnarF - 18 May 07 at 19:47:51

Don’t worry, this is not really as emo as you may think it is. At least it’s not one of those stupid “I’m not getting any” posts some people do every now and then.

Angst is normal, anyways. (^_^)

Steel - 18 May 07 at 23:25:32

This is NOT in anyway a mushy or emo post!

What would I do? - Jesus.

LOLZIFIABLE!

baddie - 19 May 07 at 04:32:13

@ocnarF: Um dude? Your name’s backwards. Anyhoo, I think I have a couple of those “I’m not getting any” posts somewhere in my archive. And I feel it’s time for another one! Yay!

@Steel: But I was being all emo and shit when I wrote this. =( Also, I really just wanted to post the pics. I came up with the stupid text as filler.

ocnarF - 19 May 07 at 14:57:59

Trip ko na ‘yan.

Anyways, putting filler text is still better than linkspam, methinks.

Death to senseless linkspam!

helga - 22 May 07 at 20:08:23

Bah. I just wanna escape, period. Didididisappear.

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